Hi there, in my previous postings you will have read how I had given myself
totally to my lover Sally. I am her pain toy, she uses my body to satisfy her
desire to torture and mutilate. I am her ideal lover, I want her to satisfy her
needs, I want my body to be used like that, it makes me come. Anyway, on with the
story. I awoke in the hospital in a drugged haze, I could feel only the dull pain
that emanated from all over my tortured body. A nurse was looking down at me, she
had concern on her face as she spoke. She asked if I was ok. I told her that I
felt fine and asked why I was in hospital. She explained that I had been brought
in unconscious and I had been that way for about an hour. She began to question
me about my injuries, she wanted to know if I wanted her to call the police!. I
told her not to panic, that I had willingly let people mutilate me. The nurse
didn't want to believe me but agreed not to take the matter further. Sally walked
in and smiled at me, the nurse gave her a stern look and left. I asked Sally how
long I would have to stay in hospital? She told me that I would probably have to
stay for two weeks until my stumps healed. My stumps? My mind raced back to the
pain show I gave all of Sally's friends and how I told them I wanted my legs
amputated, had they done it already? I made Sally help me sit up so i could see
the lower half of my body. Sally sat me up enough to see and pulled back the
sheets, exposing nothing. My legs weren't there, I could still feel them but they
weren't there! I lay back and let this revelation sink in as Sally explained how
far up my legs had been amputated and what was now being done with them. They had
removed my legs completely, I had no hips, my body ended at my cunt and asshole.
Sally also explained about some other surgery that was carried out while I was
under. They had connected my bladder to my colon so that I was getting an enema
every time my body flushed it's urine, they had also installed a colostomy bag.
They had tied off a length of my colon so that my anus would no longer function
as it was intended. I was shocked at what they had done, but it seemed the right
thing to do as I wouldn't be able to easily carry out my normal toilet functions.
Sally explained that my legs were now hanging in a freezer, waiting for me to get
out of hospital so I could help prepare them for my coming home feast. My stay in
hospital didn't stop Sally from continuing to work on my clit cunt and anus.
Every day she would force her hands into my holes making sure that the rips and
tears around my openings didn't close up, but heal over making my  openings
permanently huge.  My clit was permanently stretched by a  thick rubber band and
string attached to the end of the bed. My clit was now two inches long and I
could make myself come by rubbing it like a man would rub his cock. My nurse
accepted my situation after a few days, and even began to take an interest
whenever Sally worked on my holes, gasping every now and then when Sally made my
torn holes bleed a little. My nurse came in one night and asked if she could have
a close look at my body, she wanted to see my huge cunt and asshole up close. I
encouraged to to do it and soon she was oohing and ahhing as he pulled my
cuntlips open and plunged her small hand inside of me. She was still very gentle
and was surprised when she felt me orgasming as she played with my gaping
openings. I asked her to do something for me and soon she had undone my clit
stretcher and began to suck on my clit like a small boys cock. It didn't take
long before my nurse Susan  serviced my sexual needs whenever I asked her, she
was fascinated by abused body and asked constant questions about how painful it
must have been to have myself mutilated like I was. She began to understand that
I loved pain and would let Sally do anything she liked to my body. Susan listened
to my stories of abuse and began to be my constant companion during my stay in
hospital. Near the end of my stay, when Sally was forcing both her hands into my
asshole I looked at Susan and saw her masturbating as she watched Sally punishing
my hole. I motioned for her to come closer and see how big Sally could make me.
Susan stood beside me and watched Sally, as she stared at what was being done , I
slipped my hand under her uniform and began to finger fuck her. Susan cried out
loudly and orgasmed when I began to try and emulate what Sally was doing to me, I
had pushed four fingers into her very tight hole to make her come. The day I was
to leave the hospital, several people came to see me off, I recognised two of
them from the pain party. Susan began to cry as Sally wheeled me out of the room,
she hugged me and told me to enjoy myself. Susan whispered to me as we hugged,
she told me that she wanted to try some of what I had gone through and could I
ask Sally to introduce her to the group one day. I promised to talk to Sally. I
looked back at the hospital as we drove away and knew that this would be my last
visit, my next pain show would be my last, I would let Sally commit the ultimate
act of pain on my abused body and I would die, letting her and her friends do
whatever they liked with my body afterwards. Susan..... Hi, my name is Susan, I
am writing this now because Karen is no longer with us. She died at last nights
party from a fatal self inflicted wound. I'll describe for you how it happened.
Soon after Karen got home from hospital I got a phone call from Sally asking if I
really wanted to be a pain slut. I thought about it for a whole day before
ringing back and telling her my fantasies that had been awoken when I saw Karen's
abused body. The next day I was moving in with Sally and Karen. That night I
helped Sally fist fuck Karen mercilessly until she bled from her cunt and anus.
Karen loved it and she looke so sexy as she writhed and moaned whenever Sally and
I punched a closed fist into an opening. We left Karen to sleep and Sally gave me
a taste of what was to come for me. She pushed me back on the bed and quickly and
painfully began to force her hand into my dripping cunt. I cried out as her hand
roughly entered my pussy. Sally quickly pulled her hand out again and told me to
be very sure about what I wanted. I smiled and soon we were making love noisily.
A party for Karen was scheduled for the weekend and preparations began the day
before when a couple arrived with a large parcel. In the parcel were Karens
amputated legs, still slightly frozen. I wheeled karen out to the kitchen and she
gasped when she saw her own amputated legs lying on the counter. We left her with
Jim, a special group member with butchery and chef skills. Sally and I listened
to the noises coming from the kitchen as we readied the house for tomorrows
party. The party coming in chapter 4. Susan gets into the scene.


Pain slut chapter 3. Hi there, in my previous postings you will have read how I
had given myself totally to my lover Sally. I am her pain toy, she uses my body
to satisfy her desire to torture and mutilate. I am her ideal lover, I want her
to satisfy her needs, I want my body to be used like that, it makes me come.
Anyway, on with the story. I awoke in the hospital in a drugged haze, I could
feel only the dull pain that emanated from all over my tortured body. A nurse was
looking down at me, she had concern on her face as she spoke. She asked if I was
ok. I told her that I felt fine and asked why I was in hospital. She explained
that I had been brought in unconscious and I had been that way for about an hour.
She began to question me about my injuries, she wanted to know if I wanted her to
call the police!. I told her not to panic, that I had willingly let people
mutilate me. The nurse didn't want to believe me but agreed not to take the
matter further. Sally walked in and smiled at me, the nurse gave her a stern look
and left. I asked Sally how long I would have to stay in hospital? She told me
that I would probably have to stay for two weeks until my stumps healed. My
stumps? My mind raced back to the pain show I gave all of Sally's friends and how
I told them I wanted my legs amputated, had they done it already? I made Sally
help me sit up so i could see the lower half of my body. Sally sat me up enough
to see and pulled back the sheets, exposing nothing. My legs weren't there, I
could still feel them but they weren't there! I lay back and let this revelation
sink in as Sally explained how far up my legs had been amputated and what was now
being done with them. They had removed my legs completely, I had no hips, my body
ended at my cunt and asshole. Sally also explained about some other surgery that
was carried out while I was under. They had connected my bladder to my colon so
that I was getting an enema every time my body flushed it's urine, they had also
installed a colostomy bag. They had tied off a length of my colon so that my anus
would no longer function as it was intended. I was shocked at what they had done,
but it seemed the right thing to do as I wouldn't be able to easily carry out my
normal toilet functions. Sally explained that my legs were now hanging in a
freezer, waiting for me to get out of hospital so I could help prepare them for
my coming home feast. My stay in hospital didn't stop Sally from continuing to
work on my clit cunt and anus. Every day she would force her hands into my holes
making sure that the rips and tears around my openings didn't close up, but heal
over making my  openings permanently huge.  My clit was permanently stretched by
a  thick rubber band and string attached to the end of the bed. My clit was now
two inches long and I could make myself come by rubbing it like a man would rub
his cock. My nurse accepted my situation after a few days, and even began to take
an interest whenever Sally worked on my holes, gasping every now and then when
Sally made my torn holes bleed a little. My nurse came in one night and asked if
she could have a close look at my body, she wanted to see my huge cunt and
asshole up close. I encouraged to to do it and soon she was oohing and ahhing as
he pulled my cuntlips open and plunged her small hand inside of me. She was still
very gentle and was surprised when she felt me orgasming as she played with my
gaping openings. I asked her to do something for me and soon she had undone my
clit stretcher and began to suck on my clit like a small boys cock. It didn't
take long before my nurse Susan  serviced my sexual needs whenever I asked her,
she was fascinated by abused body and asked constant questions about how painful
it must have been to have myself mutilated like I was. She began to understand
that I loved pain and would let Sally do anything she liked to my body. Susan
listened to my stories of abuse and began to be my constant companion during my
stay in hospital. Near the end of my stay, when Sally was forcing both her hands
into my asshole I looked at Susan and saw her masturbating as she watched Sally
punishing my hole. I motioned for her to come closer and see how big Sally could
make me. Susan stood beside me and watched Sally, as she stared at what was being
done , I slipped my hand under her uniform and began to finger fuck her. Susan
cried out loudly and orgasmed when I began to try and emulate what Sally was
doing to me, I had pushed four fingers into her very tight hole to make her come.
The day I was to leave the hospital, several people came to see me off, I
recognised two of them from the pain party. Susan began to cry as Sally wheeled
me out of the room, she hugged me and told me to enjoy myself. Susan whispered to
me as we hugged, she told me that she wanted to try some of what I had gone
through and could I ask Sally to introduce her to the group one day. I promised
to talk to Sally. I looked back at the hospital as we drove away and knew that
this would be my last visit, my next pain show would be my last, I would let
Sally commit the ultimate act of pain on my abused body and I would die, letting
her and her friends do whatever they liked with my body afterwards. Susan.....
Hi, my name is Susan, I am writing this now because Karen is no longer with us.
She died at last nights party from a fatal self inflicted wound. I'll describe
for you how it happened. Soon after Karen got home from hospital I got a phone
call from Sally asking if I really wanted to be a pain slut. I thought about it
for a whole day before ringing back and telling her my fantasies that had been
awoken when I saw Karen's abused body. The next day I was moving in with Sally
and Karen. That night I helped Sally fist fuck Karen mercilessly until she bled
from her cunt and anus. Karen loved it and she looke so sexy as she writhed and
moaned whenever Sally and I punched a closed fist into an opening. We left Karen
to sleep and Sally gave me a taste of what was to come for me. She pushed me back
on the bed and quickly and painfully began to force her hand into my dripping
cunt. I cried out as her hand roughly entered my pussy. Sally quickly pulled her
hand out again and told me to be very sure about what I wanted. I smiled and soon
we were making love noisily. A party for Karen was scheduled for the weekend and
preparations began the day before when a couple arrived with a large parcel. In
the parcel were Karens amputated legs, still slightly frozen. I wheeled karen out
to the kitchen and she gasped when she saw her own amputated legs lying on the
counter. We left her with Jim, a special group member with butchery and chef
skills. Sally and I listened to the noises coming from the kitchen as we readied
the house for tomorrows party.