Nothing Like The Sun: Seven-B (F/m) Chapter Seven: Workouts Part Two: Monday Evening. "I thought you didn't like pain." "i want to give you pleasure, Mistress!" "How very noble of you." "Please!" i practically screamed, "i NEED to give you pleasure!" "All right, michael," She said very softly. "Thank you." She went over to Her racks of toys, leaving me to twist and tremble in unspeakable agony. When She returned She had a girlish look of mirth on Her face and something behind Her back. She pressed close to me, extremely close. "I've noticed that your sweet little plums have a distressing tendency to run away from Me when I want to play with them, michael," She said, reaching under Her "invention" and tenderly grasping my balls. She wasn't hurting me - there - but i made a keening sound, a pitiful wailing, in dreadful anticipation. "You see?" She said, tightening Her grasp and pulling them gently downward. My words word have sounded a bit like this: "Owowowowowowowowow!" i was virtually howling. "And you don't hang very low to begin with My sweet, so I'm going to have to start training you." She held up a leather device that was as meaningless to me, yet as sinister, as the Teeth Of Kali. There were laces up the front, like the sides of Her pants, and a chain dangling underneath. "This is called a parachute spreader," She explained, awkwardly tugging it over my scrotum. "You see?" She asked, pulling at it roughly. "If they dropped lower, it wouldn't be this difficult!" She did up the laces. The stretching sensation in my groin was unbelievable. "And what we do," She said, holding up a small metal cylinder with a hook on the top, "is this." She hooked it to the chain. My balls weren't just being pushed away from my body, now they were being dragged away by a full pound of weight. "A pound doesn't seem like very much, does it michael?" i was gibbering mindlessly. She snapped Her fingers in front of my face. "MICHAEL!" "i don't know, Mistress," i groaned. "It seems like so much to me!" "Well, I think you can take another pound," She said sternly. "And if I'm wrong, you can always use your safeword and we'll clean up the mess later." Clack. Another pound. They clattered like castanets from the violent shaking that wracked my body. All the jostling awakened new waves of torment inside the Teeth Of Kali. She surveyed me like an artist taking in the full effect of their work. "Clamps, definitely." i hardly even felt them as She clipped a pair of baby alligators to my nipples. The sensations just had too much to compete with. "Well, michael," She said at length, "you do remember what I told you yesterday, don't you?" i sobbed in reply. We'd spent most of the day in the dungeon's den. Saturday night, i'd slept chained spread-eagle to the sofa sleeper and spent the morning at Her feet, lapping at Her soles and suckling Her toes while She had coffee and read the Sunday papers. With an hour or so before She'd dismiss me, we went into the dungeon and She had me lean against the punishment horse - "assume the position" as they say in cop shows - and had given me a firm, but moderate spanking. It hadn't really hurt that much, and i told Her that truthfully when She asked. "This is just to get you used to it," She informed me. "Next time you are here I intend to give you a proper beating." Next time had come much sooner than i had anticipated. She had positioned me from the start to stand facing the pegboard where She displayed Her weapons. She walked over and began to pick through the bullwhips coiled like snakes, the crops and canes and broad wooden paddles. She selected an arm-length, leather-wrapped shaft with a flap on the end. "What do you think?" She asked, displaying it proudly. "It's a beautiful crop, Mistress," i replied. "It's a QUiRT!" She snapped, smacking it squarely across my testicles. i nearly blacked out. My legs turned to jelly and all my weight fell to my straining arms and shoulders to bear. i couldn't even cry out, i just dropped with a soft puff of escaping breath. "You've been dreaming of this for how long, michael? And you still don't know the proper terminology?" "Mistress, please," i grunted, "forgive me." "If you were to display this kind of ignorance amongst company, it would reflect badly on Me as a Mistress, michael. It'd take a lot more that 'Please, Mistress' to assuage Me then. A lot more." Her eyes burned into mine. my balls tried to pull up out of fear, with disastrous results. It wasn't the threat of "A lot more," it was the threat of "Company." "Fine. It's My duty to educate you. You don't know the difference between a crop and a quirt?" "No Mistress." Smack! This time i did cry out. "Obviously! A quirt, My dear, has this leather tongue on the end. Do you see?" i nodded. "Open wide and I shall slip you the tongue." i opened my mouth and She stuck the end of the quirt in it. She rubbed it around the roof of my mouth and back and forth over my tongue. my mouth filled with the taste of the leather and i began to feel the first real stirrings of sinful pleasure course through my ravaged body. "Poor michael," said Mistress as She French-kissed me with Her whip. "How hard it must be for you. All your fetishes and desires so neatly wrapped up together in this twilight realm, yet inextricably linked to all those things you hate and fear. Genuine desire forever conjoined with genuine suffering." She pulled the quirt from my mouth. "You'd probably be better off with a hooker, My sweet. You could indulge in everything you want and not have to worry about all the nasty bits on the side." "Not everything Mistress," i blurted through the pain. She raised Her eyebrows in surprise. "Why you little brown noser! Do you mean Me?" She laughed, lifted Her arms up and twirled around. "You have a Catherine fetish now, is that it? My, that IS serious." She pulled back and hung the quirt back in its place. "Let's see, michael. I've given you a taste to sate your anal fetish, and I've given you a taste to sate your leather fetish." She smiled at me malevolently. "Would you like Me to give you a taste to sate your Catherine fetish?" "Please, Mistress!" She selected a paddle from the wall, only it wasn't actually a paddle. i'd played tennis and squash in college, and it definitely looked like a racquet of some kind. The frame was wider than a tennis racquet, and the handle was much shorter. She'd covered the whole thing in black leather; and judging by the way She hefted it, She'd replaced the strings with something heavier. She displayed one side to me. It was covered in small metal studs. "Naughty," She explained. She flipped it over. The other side was smooth. "Nice." She began to play with the racquet; to spin and twirl it and flip and catch it. She was incredibly deft with it. "This is Catherine's favorite paddle, michael," She explained. "Do you know why that is?" "No, Mistress." Crack! She smacked the "naughty" side against my ass and held it there, grinding the studs against my skin. "Don't be stupid! Of course you don't. I haven't told you yet. Would you like Me to tell you?" "Oh, please, Mistress," i cried. Crack! The "nice" side this time. "Such a sweet slave." Like before, She kept the paddle pressed against me, rubbing it against my cheeks. This time, however, the sensation of the leather against my tenderized ass was intensely arousing. Given where my cock was at the time, this proved a decidedly mixed blessing. She began to circle me as She talked. Whenever She wished to emphasize something, the paddle would come crashing down on my ass like a corporal exclamation point. "This racquet is directly responsible for My First Time, michael. Not My first time having sex!" Crack! "My first time having sex was hardly an event I'd wish to commemorate!" Crack! "Actually, I was quite old when I lost My virginity. Not as old as you are, of course! But old by comparison with My..." Her voice seemed to trip over itself. "My peers!" She hit me with the studded side on that one. "I never was much interested in dating, but on some level there is an almost inherent D&S aspect to the relationships between teenage boys and girls. Or at least, there used to be." She sighed. "I couldn't even say the experience was... interesting. It didn't last long, and frankly, wasn't even as painful as I'd heard it described." In spite of everything, i had to fight to suppress a smile. Only She would consider something like pain to be an added bonus. "Once I got to college, that changed. Boys now wanted to be men and take all the power for themselves. Inexplicably, the women actually ceded it to them! Now I understand that it's like that even in high schools, which is a terrible shame. Girls have SO much power over boys when they're young, it's inconceivable to Me why they give it up for something stupid and nebulous like 'security'! I've provided for myself far better than most the girls I knew who gave up control of their lives to some... man!" She'd landed three more blows during the course of Her statement. my ass was beginning to glow. "The point is that once I arrived at college, My interest in 'dating' which had always been tenuous at best, evaporated entirely. I had friends, some of whom were eminently fuckable; and I did attempt to try having sex again, but it was only marginally more satisfactory than the initial time. I was not unaware of what it was that I sought, but I didn't really understand all that much about it, being a 'good' little Catholic schoolgirl from the Midwest." "Then, in the second half of My Freshman year, I took a psych course and for the first time heard the word 'Sadist,'" She whacked me with the "naughty" side, hard, "used in a sexual context. I don't know, michael. Can you remember the first time that all the diffuse, vague longings and half-understood desires finally coalesced into something coherent, something you could put a word to?" Actually i couldn't. It had never quite been like that. It was more an organic evolution for me rather than a single revelatory incident. i said so, and She seemed saddened by it. "Well, for Me, michael, it was like waking up. Like My libido just stopped dreaming one day and woke right up! "Unfortunately, I was still woefully ignorant about a lot of the 'Facts of Life,' if you will, when it came to dominance and submission. I actually thought that I would be in the position most subs face; having to deal with incredibly stiff competition just to get a decent partner. I couldn't imagine that subs outnumbered Dommes the way they do. It feels contrary to human nature almost, that people would rather be beaten than do the beating." She punctuated this with a series of lightning swift strokes across the inflamed skin of my ass and the backs of my thighs. My chin was to my chest at this point an rivulets of sweat cascaded down my body. i was listening to every word She said, but it was in a kind of fugue state. "I had a friend. A very dear male friend. He was very much like you, michael, sensitive and unassuming, even submissive in a way. But he went about expressing that submissiveness in the wrong way: he would constantly date shrewish, mean women who treated him like shit. He would follow them like puppies and they'd just abuse him. He confused mean with strong, do you understand?" She slapped me back to attention. "DO YOU UNDERSTAND, MICHAEL?" "Yes, Mistress," i rasped, nodding feebly. "It would have taken no effort on My part to make him My lover. Does that strike you as arrogant, michael?" She was poised to strike me Herself. i thought of the way the men at the gym had clustered around Her. "No Mistress! Men throw themselves at you Mistress!" She smacked me with the smooth side. "Sweet boy." i could hear Her kiss flesh, and She gently pressed Her hand to my stinging skin. "I tested him a bit, tried to gage his reactions to the idea of bondage and pain and the like. Sadly, he was also from a 'good' Midwestern upbringing and he found the ideas, well, unpleasant at best. It was easier for him to have his ego ground down by continuous mistreatment, than to suffer a whipping from loving hands. As I said, I was still quite inexperienced myself, and I thought I understood his motivations at the time." "Two or three times a week, we'd get together and play racquetball. I became very good at it and I enjoyed both the exercise and the competition. I finally fixed on an idea that would give Me the opportunity to stretch out My wings as a Domme. I brought him to My room one Friday night and told him all about Me. All about what I desired. He was terribly shocked and deeply troubled by it all, I guess proving that My ability to feel him out had been more subtle than even I had given myself credit for. I offered him a deal. "We would play a match in the morning. If I lost, I would become his lover for the rest of the semester. That was still a good two months, mind you, and I intended to go the whole way, do the whole doting girlfriend bit. If he lost, he was mine for the next twenty-four hours." She paused, looked into my eyes. "That game was the biggest sexual rush of My entire life. And he played his ass off!" She stopped, smiled at me, twirled Her racquet around on Her palm, smiled again with Her entire face. She went back to the pegboard and hung the racquet up. She strode towards me and unlocked the cuffs. Somehow, i managed to stay on my feet, teetering. She removed the various torture devices. The Teeth of Kali came off with a struggle, and my prick was pockmarked with ugly purple dimples. i swooned. Finally, She undid the ankle cuffs. i hadn't been instructed to count, but i took at least twenty lashes in total. "Storytime is over, michael, now I wish for My massage." She gently took my aching penis in Her hand and led me to Her dungeon den. The bed was out, and on it lay what looked to be a pair of thin, rubbery underwear. i was about to ask permission to go to the mud room and get my surprise for Mistress, when She began to speak. "Go to the bed. Pick it up." i did. It was heavier than i'd thought. i looked inside and saw a metal tube. It wasn't underwear. "I'm afraid, My pet, that, small as you are, My panties still didn't hold you in enough to keep from spoiling what was otherwise an exceptional back rub. That is a chastity belt. Quite a charming little toy, don't you think?" "It looks... serious, Mistress." "That's understandable, michael. It is an... educational toy after all," She purred. "That's neoprene over strips of stainless steel. It's designed for long term usage." My stomach flipped. Long Term. "Put it on, michael." In many ways, it was set up like the CBT belt i had worn on Saturday, only my penis went through the tube instead of a ring, and was forced to point straight down. Once the final straps were pulled around the cheeks of my ass, i would have to piss siting down, and masturbation was out of the realm of possibility. The cruelest irony of all was that the waist of the belt came right up into the line sunk into my waist by the panties and the rubber chaffed the raw skin there. "You do remember all those measurements I made you make a month ago, don't you? What did you think they were for?" "I guess I didn't know," i admitted. "I was supposed to have it yesterday," She explained, sounding a little irritated, "but the man who makes them is a bit of a perfectionist; and he refused to hand it over until I could confirm you'd gotten it right, so I had to go and break out the tape measure." My jaw dropped. i gaped at Her in utter confusion. "By the way," She giggled, "you make the cutest sound when someone touches you while you're sleeping." She walked towards me, swaggering Her hips. "I believe you know this part already," She said, thrusting Her pelvis towards me. i got to my knees and took the end of one of the laces in my mouth. The smell of the leather was mixed with the slightest touch of Her perfume. i undid the bow. Removing Mistress' pants with my mouth proved to be a painstaking task that left me charged with phenomenal heat. Again, that feeling of sensuality was only partly welcome as my cock endured new torment within its unforgiving metal tube. When i was done, She climbed into the bed and lay face down, awaiting me. "Mistress?" She turned Her head towards me, taken aback. "What is it michael?" "May i... i... i have brought something that may help me in this endeavor. May i please go and retrieve it? Mistress?" Her eyes narrowed to suspicious slits. "If you must." "Thank you, Mistress!" i ran out to the mud room. The moment Her eyes fell upon the walkman, you could almost see the plumes of frost upon Her breath. i was suddenly very comforted by the knowledge that my privates were safely behind a strip of steel. "I'm not stimulation enough for you, michael?" She growled menacingly. i'd been rehearsing my speech since the moment the idea occurred to me that morning in the shower. It was still very hard to get the words out right. "You told me before that a good slave trusts his Mistress, Mistress. Now i ask you to trust me." She turned away from me angrily. "If you NEED it, michael," was all She'd said. i climbed into bed with Her. i knew i'd be naked - or a reasonable equivalent thereof - so i'd affixed the walkman to a nylon strap back at home and now had it slung across my chest. i twisted it around so it was up against the small of my back and wouldn't drop down and bother Mistress. It was clear She was furious. Her body no longer just looked like marble, it felt like it, too. i pushed PLAY and began to slowly, easily work Her rock-hard neck muscles. "In a hole in the ground there lived a hobbit," the voice on the tape said. "In a hole in the ground there lived a hobbit," i echoed aloud. Her whole body shook as She suddenly realized what was happening, and then, to my great relief, the tension slackened. And thus did i "read" to Mistress, and give Her a massage; all at the same time.