TG New Hairdo 3/3 F/m M/m F/f femdom "When we moved to this neighborhood I quit with other men for a while. We were women living together, and I tried hard to be faithful to my partner. But then when you had your facial surgery, you were laid up for weeks, bandaged? Remember? How you couldn't go down on me? Well, I felt horny one night and went out and picked up a stud at a bar, and we fucked all night. And I've done that now and then ever since. Until Scott. I'm faithful to Scott. I always will be, I think. He's all the man I need!" "You made me ... what I am just because you wanted a live-in lesbian partner to play with along with your men?" "Honey," she said patiently, a little wearily I thought. "I wanted a girlfiend, yes. Someone who shared my interests. And I wanted the sex too, of course. But the main reason why I made you a woman is fairly obvious now, isn't it? Soon after we were married I thought I could get better fucked elsewhere. A lot better fucked. And that turned out to be true." That settled me back down. "You really are my best girlfiend, now. But you were never much of a man." She reached out and took my hands and clasped them in hers. "Aww, now I've hurt his feelings. But you shouldn't have those feelings any more, baby! You're what you wanted to be! You've practically agreed with me again tonight that you like things this way. That you love what you are. Your new hairdo, for openers. And don't you love the feelings that rise up in you when I'm sucking and licking those plump breasts? The way those feelings melt and merge into your whole body?" "And the other things, not just sex! Don't you love choosing what outfits you'll wear, and what accessories, so you'll look just right for any occasion? You're very good at it, you know, and you enjoy it, I know! Isn't there special satisfaction in knowing you're as nice looking as you can be? And don't you love giving full vent to your deepest, dearest, most heartfelt emotions, the way any woman can, instead of suppressing them the way men feel they must? You're a woman in your heart now, Leslie, nearly. That's why I feel so close to you! That's the closeness to you I've wanted from the beginning! It's special! Very different from the way I feel about Scott." "Suppose I go back," I said resentfully. "And have my breasts removed, and get testosterone shots, ramp up my natural production, be more of a man again. More the way I was." She looked at me a little reproachfully. "Honey, let me say it in the plainest of plain words. You can't. It won't happen. Your testicles have shut down. They're almost gone -- why do you think they tuck so easily these days? And your penis is now what, the size of your little finger -- you've seen it. Could you be a man now? If you could, you'd hate it. But you can't. There's no going back." "That's why I'm urging you, sweetheart, go the other way! Really, you're only one step short of the goal. Have a vagina installed and be done with it. One of your very own, to dispose however you wish." She looked intently at me. "To use the way I've used mine. The way any woman can, and no husband can ever really tell. You'll be so much happier! Complete yourself, honey!" Oddly, at that moment she sounded like my wife, the woman I married, concerned and caring! "All right, I'll think about it," I said. "But I don't think I'm ready for it. I'm willing to be your Maid of Honor, but I can't promise you anything else." I disengaged my hands from hers and looked down. It was time to part. I felt sad. Sorrowful, in fact. "I guess I should go home now, April. When do you think we can see each other again?" "Honey, no, not yet. There's just a little bit more we need to talk about." "What?" "Two things, really, First of all Scott. I told you he has no objection to our keeping up our friendship, as long as it's a friendship between two girls. Well, his agreement to all this -- our continuing to see each other, your being my Maid of Honor, everything -- is conditional. He knows you'd never agree to a vagina right off. But he wants proof positive, absolute assurance, that you're now my girlfriend and no way my husband." "He knows you're no rival physically. He can tell that the way I react when that fat cock of his shoves into me. I shriek, and my moaning comes to crescendo almost immediately. It's obvious to him I get nothing like that at home. But he needs to know you harbor no bad feelings toward him. That there's no jealous husband left in you. That you don't feel competitive in some way. That you wish him well. That you're truly my girlfriend wishing us both well. So we've thought of a test." "What? For me to place your wedding band around his cock and guide it into your pussy with my own hand? Is that it?" Oh no, that won't be necessary Leslie. Just to do something for him no ex-husband would ever do for the rival who's replaced him. Though a girlfriend might." What's that?" "Now hear me out, Leslie!" "All right. What? What do I need to do?" "Not a lot. A gesture, really. A blow job. Just for you to give him a blow job. To swallow his sperm from the source instead of from my pussy. It really isn't much more than you've already done. It's what girls do. To show him unequivocally that you want him to be happy, by making him feel good. To show you bear him no animus. To show me that you desire his happiness too. To prove it to me!" She grinned maliciously. "Then again, I do think you'd enjoy it, sucking his cock. Once you get past the idea of it. I do." I couldn't believe what I was hearing! "While you watch?" I asked sarcastically? "Oh, no, that wouldn't be decent. You two need privacy for something like that. But he does need to know who you are and who you aren't. A girlfriend, not a man at all! He doesn't think any man would be willing to wrap his mouth around his wife's lover's penis. Of course Fran's husband does it, she tells me, with several of her lovers. But he's a special case, and it took her a while to get him there." She paused, looking across the restaurant, back toward the lobby. I followed her eyes. There was a rugged looking, rather handsome man in the entrance hall now talking to the Maitre D', who pointed at our table. He started toward us, but April suddenly held up a palm to him. He stopped short, nodded, and then sat down at the bar, looking over at us now and then. "That's my man, sweetie! Don't you just love him? Feel a teenie bit tempted to flirt with him? I want you two to meet. We both want to get this matter settled now, tonight. But first, there's one more thing. Please listen, it's serious." "What?" I asked her. "He wants to fuck me up the ass, too? To assure himself there are no jealous feelings hidden up there either?" "No, he doesn't want to. In fact he made a face when I suggested it. But he's willing, because I want him to. And I want you to let him. That's my test. That's what I need to know my girlfriend knows. The joy of fucking while being fucked, of submitting to a man while he pleasures you. The man in you won't want to do it, of course, but I think the woman in you will love it! You'll need to know how it feels if only to make a fully informed decision about turning in your prick for a functioning vagina." I was silent. I couldn't look her in the eye. "It's such a weenie, you know!" She wasn't taunting me. Just stating a fact. "Just look him over, my gorgeous man over there! Isn't he a dreamboat? If as a woman you can allow him into both of your openings, if that's at all possible, then we have no problem, Leslie. Because you'll have proved that you have no problem. So I want you to go with him. Now. Is that clear?" I was silent. "Is it?" She looked grim, and picked up her purse. "Is there a problem? Leslie? Is this how we say goodbye to each other?" "No, April. Please!" I sounded as anguished as I felt. "I mean now, upstairs, in this hotel. We've reserved a room for the two of you to use." I said nothing. She looked for a long time into my eyes, while I struggled to find something to say. Then she just said, "Good!" and raised a forefinger, and gestured to the man seated at the bar. He stood up and moved to join us. "I think I'll pass up dessert, honey. I'll stop by the hospital to check on a few things, and meet you both in the Jockey's Bar off the hotel lobby in about an hour. Let's say two. That should be time enough." She rose and headed for the Ladies' Room. Her man grinned to her in passing. Then as he approached me, he smiled gently. I looked up at him, wide-eyed, and I nervously touched my hair. I tried to smile back, but couldn't. "So you're Leslie," he said. "I've heard so many good things about you!" He held out his hand. *************** The longest two hours of my life later, I stepped out of the elevator into the hotel lobby and waddled toward the Jockey's Bar. I stopped first at the Ladies' to pick up a tampon, so my favorite black, silver threaded shift wouldn't get as soaked and stained as my panties despite the Kleenex I'd stuffed into them. And I fixed my make-up. Sure enough, my mussed hair fell into place when I combed it with my fingers a few times. I hurt. My jaw a little, and my rear end a lot, but my pride most of all. Now, as April would have said, I'd graduated from finishing school. That man had fucked my mouth twice in quick succession. The first time I'd rounded my mouth and cloaked my teeth with my lips -- "Don't bite!" he'd cautioned me in a strained gutteral at one point -- and I'd closed my eyes and I'd sucked on his pole until I felt his pelvis rear up and pump cum into the back of my throat. I tried to feel dainty doing this, to feel like April's girlfriend, but all I felt was a little soiled. Then during the second blow job I found my mind was wandering, it had begun to seem so routine, so ordinary. So accustomed. Not thinking much about it, I slid my lips up and down him while his large hands pressed tenderly at the sides of my head, holding my new hairdo tight against my ears while he headfucked me. My tongue slipped past the irregular ridges of his veins, and the rubbery edge of his cockhead. I scarcely noticed when he came this time -- I'd gotten accustomed to the salty taste and slick feel -- and I quaffed it down almost absent-mindedly. And resisted feeling grateful that he'd finished, that it was done with. In fact as he'd approached his climax it had crossed my mind that if I were to slow down and hold him off just a little bit longer, I could get him to do ... what? Something April might not find forgiveable, when she heard about it. But instead, as he speeded up, I picked up the pace myself, and when the time came swallowed his squirting effortlessly I suppose now I'm qualified, a full-fledged woman, I thought to myself. So Scott now can't object to my seeing April. He looked satisfied enough with me as he helped me up off my knees and asked me now to lie face down on the bed with my rear end raised high on pillows. As he explained, he was low on juice, so I should expect that he'd be working his short but incredibly thick cock in and out of my asshole for quite a while. He suggested I enjoy it, he knew I would, but to be sure to let him know if anything hurt. In fact it was nearly an hour before he finally shot his sperm into me a third time. He'd been lavish, slathering on the jelly, but no turd as thick as that swollen penis had ever passed through my anus before, so his lovemaking hurt at first, going in both directions. But it did feel a little like lovemaking, especially when he reached around me and grasped each of my breasts and delicately tweaked my nipples in rhythm with his thrusting. A strange stirring in my groin grew stronger, and I began to wriggle down on him repeatedly in search of an enticing feeling that almost-but-not-quite eluded me. That pleased him. I could tell. Each time I snuggled my cushiony rear into him, he responded with greater ardor. This felt so ... feminine, wiggling and teasing his cock with my pussy. Desireable, vulnerable, yielding, yet aloof and somehow in control, calling the shots. I don't like to confess it, but when he came pounding into my ass and I could feel his cum impregnating my bowels I felt sheer joy. My prostate gave way and I squirted my own clear juice into the sheets. I remembered how April had exulted that she loved hard fucking, and I understood. I really was a full-fledged woman! There was no doubt about it! My mind wandered again, but this time to thoughts about how men's hips moved when I danced with them, those times when I'd gone out with April. "You won't have any trouble fitting anyone else into your ass from now on, little lady," my lover told me as he pulled his slackening cock out finally. "That hole and those muscles back there are now stretched out and relaxed for good. Just what the doctor ordered." "You mean Dr. April?" I asked him coyly. "Or you, Dr. Scott." I was feeling flirtatious! Smiling! It was a kind of triumph! It was over and I'd serviced my first man, I'd lost my virginity at both ends, and despite the supposed humiliation it had felt good! Better than that, once I'd gotten into it! "Is April her first name? That's who I mean. I don't know any Dr. Scott." "What?!!" I was still pressing pads of Kleenex into my distended and leaking rear end, but I had to turn to look at him closely. "You aren't Dr. Scott?!" My voice sounded high yet relaxed, not at all the way I felt! I even stretched myself in a feline kind of way. He flashed me the same broad, gentle, grin with which he'd met me in the restaurant. "Babydoll, no way! I'm Ken. I should have introduced myself, but I thought you knew. I'm from Stallions, the escort service. I hope you found my cock pleasureable in your mouth, and the fucking satisfactory, ma'am. 'We are always eager to please' is our company motto." You sure did sound pleased toward the end, the way you squealed each time I rammed into you! It must have hurt you, your first time and all, but when we got to that part you didn't sound in pain at all!" "I suppose not," I replied. Maybe I had enjoyed it, a little. More than a little? What had April done to me? And why? Where was Scott? Why didn't I feel resentful? Ken threw on his clothes and waved goodbye to me while I was still trying to blot myself, wondering where he got all that cum after I'd swallowed so much already. His nose wasn't broken, I realized. I should have noticed that. It was a rather nice nose. I located my heels way under the bed, and found my panties draped on the champagne bottle we'd emptied quickly when we first arrived in the room, and then I got dressed too. All the while wondering why my wife of five years who was my girlfriend of four years and my ex as of a few hours ago, why she'd set me up this way, with a stud, not with her fiance. How would this reassure Scott that I wasn't still his rival? I still had no answers when I wobbled into the Bar, resolving never to wear really high heels the next time I get my asshole reamed, and sat down gingerly at a table. No sooner was I seated, carefully, than a waiter brought over an envelope with "Leslie" written in April's physician's hand on it, barely legible. "Miss, are you 'Leslie'? A woman left this with me to give to you when you came in." I sighed, and opened it. Dear Leslie, I'm writing this note ahead of time, because I know you so well, and I know how things will go tomorrow when we have our little talk in the restaurant, and I know how you're feeling right now as you sit on one haunch in the hotel bar and read it. You're a dear, but you're so predictable! But now you're all Leslie, not Les, and now Leslie is her own woman! You're no longer my husband turned into my girlfriend and dependent on my whims and wishes. Like me, I think, you're now capable of leading your own life unafraid, even with a sense of anticipation, not with the helplessness that made you so miserable when I left you just a short time ago. It's been true in your case, what men are always saying about one woman or another, that all she needs is a good stiff dick to straighten her out. You've been ready for a stiff dick ever since you lost your own. The problem was to get you to accept it. Well, now you have. I'm happy for you. You're now so much closer to the end of your journey. After all I've asked you to do, and all you've done for me and for yourself, I couldn't leave you still hesitating about taking that last step. But now you will. Because you have no where else to go now! I have some terrible confessions to make. I tricked you. First, I know that everything you've done since our marriage, you've done for me. That you couldn't conceive of life without me. That you had to believe that even after I left you you'd continue to be what you've been to me, my dearest girlfriend. So I told you that's what you'd be. But we won't be seeing each other any more. By the time you read this, I'll have left town to take up a post in a hospital a long way from here. I've known for months that when we ended our marriage it would be better for us to make a clean break. And *crack* -- that's what we've done! Another thing. I told you that for us to continue our relationship, you had to have sex with Scott. And you believed me. Well, you should have known better. Any future husband of mine will want no part of any kind of sex with any man. Or with any other woman either. He'll have to be mine and no one else's. Faithful, the way you've been. Until now, that is. I knew you had to have sex with a man to strengthen your new feelings about yourself as a woman. I knew that sex with a man would mortify your manhood into disappearing altogether. So I had to arrange it. But why didn't it occur to you that of course I wouldn't ever share a new husband, even with you, no more than I was ever willing to share you? I'll answer for you. Because the woman in you wanted so badly to bed down with a man . To enjoy what I was enjoying. Maybe also, to get even with me by taking my man for a ride of your own? The man in you was appalled by the idea, I'm sure, but the woman in you knew! Honey, you seduced yourself! That's why, when I realized that you were useless as a man, that your future was as a woman, I decided to end our marriage and let you move on. For your sake. It was a sad, hard decision for me, a sacrifice, but it was for the best! And I knew that the man in you would never cooperate. Not old Les! Think of the humiliation! You had to be finessed into it. And you were. And now you know why. You do love it, don't you? Just a little? The freedom to be yourself? The freedom to enjoy this altogether new kind of sex? There's one more little deception too. I've told you all about my affair with Scott. But there is no Scott! No one Scott, anyhow. I'm seeing a man now, all right, but I don't think you need to know anything about him, except that he isn't a doctor, and he's never been married and won't be, and how we met and what we've done together for how long is our affair, not yours. Maybe you've tasted him when you've gone down on me and maybe you haven't. Maybe you've tasted others, sweetheart! But that doesn't matter to you any more, dear, does it? Because you're now a woman with your own past, aren't you? We've both enjoyed extramarital sex now, haven't we? I just got started earlier than you, is all. But you'll catch up I'm sure. Because I'm not abandoning you, honey. I haven't left you alone. I know you'll still want a close girlfriend of your own, an adviser, a good influence to help you over other little hurdles as you live life as fully as a girl can. Someone to guide you into some new paths. When you've read this letter, just put it back into the envelope and lay the envelope on the table and wait. See what happens. I'll send someone to pick up a few essentials I've left at the house. Everything else is yours. Even my clothes, sweetie, enjoy them! I mean to begin my new life with a whole new wardrobe, and I'd invite you to come shopping with me if you were any closer -- I'll miss your advice, you have such good taste! But I'll be too far away, and I suspect you'll be far too busy anyhow, getting to know your new girlfriend and some of her friends! Enjoy your life, sweetheart. Don't do anything I wouldn't do, if you find there is such a thing! I'm sorry you won't be my Maid of Honor after all. But you aren't a maid any more anyhow. Of course I hope you and lots of others will soon be enjoying a new space between your legs the way my current man and I enjoy mine. Who knows, you may even develop some maidenly modesty in the use of it! Even I may some day! Love, April I realized that April had now completed what she'd begun with me way back, when she'd first found that her new husband bored her. As a challenge, an entertainment maybe, she'd set about making me into a woman despite myself, and making me want to be one, before she dumped me as she knew she would. She'd now done just that and sent me on my way. I didn't know if I wanted any more girlfriends like her. I decided not really. But probably I would take her up about getting a new pussy. My asshole hurt! As directed, I put the letter back in the envelope and set the envelope on the table. Within a minute, a waiter appeared carrying a drink for me and set it down next to the envelope. "From the lady at that corner table." He nodded in that direction, and my eyes followed. A tall, well-turned-out woman in a very expensive beaded cocktail dress rose up and began walking toward me with a willowy movement of her hips. I thought, that's very attractive, I should try that -- but not tonight, not the way my rear-end feels. When she arrived at my table she paused, and her smile dazzled me. Her face was beautiful, jewel-like, she was so impeccably made up. I felt privileged that this stunning woman had sent me a drink. And I felt a little intimidated by her, too, as she stood over me! "You're Leslie?" I nodded. "Yes. Do you know anyone named Les?" "No," I said. "I did once, but he's gone." "Good! April thought that would surely be the case. A pity in a way, because I know so many delicious games I could play with Les. The kind I play with my own husband, and with some of his lovers, and with some of the other people I let use him now and then." "Oh?" "Yes. April asked me to look in on you, to see that your life doesn't grow dull. She tells me you've just lost your best girlfriend, that you might want another. Someone to share all kinds of new experiences with. "That's possible." "Well, I could certainly do with some help myself. Wives come to me all the time with men who don't know how to satisfy their needs, some of them their own husbands. To train them. You've been through it. You know how a clever girl can make a man submit to learn anything. Wouldn't you enjoy helping me with these? In your spare time, I mean. I suspect we'd get along beautifully." She leaned over me. "I'm Fran. April may have mentioned me. Mainly I do surgery on people's lower parts. She tells me you're a candidate. Well, I always ask the wives if that kind of surgery is something their husbands want, or something they want their husbands to have regardless. When I asked April, she said that you really craved castration and a cunt but you didn't yet know it. So we'll just have to help you find out, won't we?" More tests, I thought to myself. More entrance exams. But I didn't say anything. "I love your hair, Leslie! I'm told a cut like that doesn't muss. We'll see. Often, I expect!" And she bent down and kissed me full on the lips, resting one hand lightly on my breast. I opened my mouth, and her tongue entered into me. Delicious! I breathed deep and closed my eyes. And as I gave myself to her, I wondered what her husband might be like.