A Skiing Story I knelt down in the snow and opened the latches on her ski boots. After a respectable morning and half an afternoon of skiing, she had started to complain that her feet hurt. I don't wonder. Rental boots never fit right and my old boots were beginning to feel a little tight as well. She was pretty good even though she hadn't skied in some time. It had been fun. I had made my usual comments about the other skiers to pass the time on the chair lift and had gotten her to laugh. We had crashed into each other a couple of times and had eaten the usual tasteless and expensive ski lodge lunch. I sensed it was time to quit. I got up after opening her boots and without warning, she pulled off my ski cap. As usual, my hair stood up with static electricity in the dry, cold air. She burst out laughing. Not to be outdone, I pulled her hat off and she managed to look just as funny as I did. We pronounced it our own personal "Hats Off" Award. I'd remember it and do it to her again, if I ever got the chance. Even with her "Hats Off" doo, she was very attractive. Pretty eyes and a wise, knowing smile that really attracted me. The ski pants didn't hurt either. Some day, I thought... We drove to Manchester in search of a place to eat. Before we did, we strolled up and down to look at the shops and had even peeked into one or two. We crossed the street and climbed a snow bank to get to the sidewalk. I took her hand to help and then held on to it as we continued to walk. It felt good. Mid-block, I decided that life is short; I might as well just do it. I stopped, turned to her and said, "Can I tell you something?" "Sure," she said. "I've really had a good time today; not just the skiing. I've enjoyed being with you," I said. Then, I took her face in my hands and gave her a kiss. To my surprise, she put her arms around me, pulled me back and kissed me, now longer and with more feeling. I was embarrassed, standing on the sidewalk at dusk, kissing a very nice woman, but didn't dare say so. In a minutes, she let go of me and without a word, we turned and strolled on, still hand in hand. All of a sudden, I was nice and warm. We selected one of those restaurants that one only finds in Vermont. Lots of junk nailed to the walls. Ersatz Tiffany lamps over the tables, blue glass dishes and a very "country" tablecloth. We chatted quite happily though the ordering process, had a drink and picked at the "house salads." The entree arrived and we devoured it. As we dined, it grew dark outside and the waitress arrived at the table to clear our dishes and light the candle on the table. The waitress, or more correctly, parts of her, caught my attention. As she turned to leave, I let my eyes sweep across the back of her jeans. "Probably in high school," she said rather reproachfully. "I was just..." I offered. "My butt is easily as nice as hers. You just can't see it from there," she interrupted. "Unfortunately, I can't," I responded. "Well, take a look!" she said as she got up, came close to me and turned around very slowly, looking back over her shoulder. Of course, she was right. Beautiful legs, an almost perfectly flat stomach, just the right thigh separation and an outstanding rear end, all packaged in ski pants. I felt myself getting warm. I thought I'd try and be daring. "Can I touch?" I asked. "Of course not, at least not here," she warned, as she sat down again. Once seated, she grinned a wide grin and winked in the most attractive way. "See," she said, "I don't like competition." "Believe me, you don't have any," I said, trying my best to recover from my poor judgment of letting my eyes wander. We ordered some brandy and drank it in our coffee. The candlelight caught her eyes which were shining. We talked and laughed. At every opportunity, she kidded me unmercifully. I loved every minute of it. Eventually, we left and found the car in the now cold parking lot. Once seated, I reached over and gave her a long kiss. I touched her thigh as a way of pulling her closer. "Will," she said. "Could we go? I'm freezing!" "Sure," I said meekly as I started the engine. My ski pants had begun to tighten there for a minute but now, they were nice and loose for the drive to our motel. We had discussed staying together over a number of telephone conversations. We had decided, or more rightly she had decided, that we were adults and things would just have to work themselves out. I had resigned myself to the fact that sleeping in the same room (if not the same bed) was a good way to get to know this very nice woman even better and that was something that I really wanted to do. We had dropped our stuff off at the motel earlier that day and pronounced it OK, even cute. In fact, it was fairly comfortable. We parked in front, I unlocked the door and brought the rest of our ski stuff in. She was already at the bureau, taking things out of her ski jacket pockets. Then she took her ski jacket off and sat on the end of the bed. "OK, she said, who's get the shower first?" "Well, we could share," I offered, hopefully. "Will, she said, "I haven't figured that part out yet. You know I like you and that I want to see you again...lots. In fact, I want to sleep with you. I just don't know if this is the right time." "OK," I said rather dejectedly. "You're right. That wasn't part of the deal. I understand." "I'm glad," she said, walking over and giving me kiss on the forehead. "I won't be long." With that she gathered up her stuff and headed for the bathroom, pulling the door shut behind her. By the time the water finally stopped running in the bathroom, I had changed into jeans and a sweatshirt. When the door finally opened, she emerged in a T-shirt that could easily pass as a skirt. Her face was pink from wind burn and hot water. She looked nothing short of great! I did my best to see what was under the T-shirt. "We're a little short of towels," she said. "I think I used them all." "OK," I said. " I'll go get some more." I got up and jogged down to the motel office where I asked for more towels. "Women really use 'em," the clerk offered in his most Vermont accent. "They seem to," I replied. I took the towels and jogged back through the now frigid air to our room. Once inside, I decided that if I wasn't going to be able to make love to her, I might as well get a good night's sleep. It was 9:30 PM when I finally got my stuff together and got into the wet and steamy bathroom. Once under the water, I felt much better. I began to relax. I did notice that even with all that hot water, my penis was semi-erect. I thought about taking care of it right then and there but then thought better of it. "Be an adult," I thought. "That's what she expects." Once I was thoroughly relaxed by the shower, I got out and combed my thinning hair carefully. Then I shaved and splashed on some after-shave that I found in my shaving kit. Mistake. Where did I get that stuff? Maybe she won't notice. She'd have to be smell-impaired not too! Finally, it was wardrobe selection time. My options were limited. I had in the bathroom with me jeans (no good for sleeping), a T-shirt (maybe) underwear (I never sleep in them but considering the conditions, OK) and a sweatshirt emblazoned with the names of two Puerto Rican prize fighters that someone at HBO had given me. OK. It's the T-shirt and the underwear. No, can't walk around like that! Try the sweatshirt and underwear. Better. At least it covers a little more. Suited up, I picked up stuff and opened the door. She was on the phone, probably calling home, I thought. Seeing if her son was OK. She was sitting on the edge of the bed and I couldn't take my eyes off her perfectly beautiful legs, bare and smooth. I managed to drop my belt and glanced over as I bent to pick it up. White underpants between long legs! Yes! What are you doing, I thought? Be an adult. Grown men down try to look up girl's skirts! I busied myself with putting my clothes away. As I did she hung up the phone and we talked about kids and worrying and being a mom. I ended up sitting across from her on the other bed as we talked. "Want to watch TV?" I asked. "I think I want to sleep, if that OK with you," she replied. "Fine," I said. "Me too." "Want the light out?" "Fine," she said ask she swung her legs up onto the bed and under the covers. I got up and turned out the light. The room was still light enough to see her. I bend down and kissed her on the forehead. "Night," I said. "Cm'ere a minute," she said and she pulled me down to a sitting position. "Can I have a real goodnight kiss?" I slipped my arms around here and kissed her gently and long. She responded, not hard but just as gently. When the kiss was over, I put my face down next to her ear and said softly, "I really like you." "Meet to... a lot. Thanks for putting up with me and thanks for a wonderful day," she said. I took that as an invitation for another kiss. She seemed to agree because her hands went under my sweatshirt to my back. The kiss was long and very warm. I got an erection immediately. I was about to make love to this woman I had thought about for months. I slipped my hand under the blankets to feel her. "Will?" she said as I groped for her under the blankets. "Do you really care about me?" "You know I do," I said, knowing that this was not my best response. "Could we just go to sleep then?" "In two beds or one?" I asked, knowing what was coming and knowing that it would not be me. "Two?" she asked. "If you get in here with me, you know what will happen. It's just not right for me yet." "OK," I said, getting untangled and planting one more fatherly kiss on her forehead. "I'm a big boy." With that, I retired to my cold, lonely bed and covered myself up. I closed my eyes and tried to relax. Too hot in here. I uncovered myself and lay on the covers. My eyes closed again. "Will?" she said in the dark. "Yes? I answered. "Remind me to buy you some good after-shave. That stuff you have on is terrible," she giggled. "Thanks," I said. "I needed that." Another giggle came out of the other bed. "This is fun," she said. "I know," I replied. "I just like being with you." I meant it. My eyes closed again as the exertion of the day took over. It was quiet and nice here. Cozy. I could sleep. A few minutes later, I heard another, "Will?" "Yes, sweetheart?" I responded. I kept my eyes closed. "Can we go someplace together again?" "Sure. Let's think about it," I said. Sleep was coming over me. "I will," she said. "Night..." was the last thing I heard. I awoke at about 2:00 AM. I was very hot. Like most Vermont motels, they heated with a vengeance. I sat up and took the sweatshirt off. I lay back down. I had a raging hard-on. Always happens to men at night. Up and down, all night long. I wanted to take the underwear off. Can't stand to sleep that way. I slipped my hand down and touched myself. I was wet... probably dreaming. My close contact with this wonderful woman had built up a tremendous amount of sexual tension. Like a typical man, I just wanted to relieve it. I looked over. She was sleeping on her side, facing away from me. I could hear her breathing. I pulled my underpants down and relaxed, touching my wet tip with my index finger. I thought about the beautiful candle-lit eyes, the smile and yes, the butt-in-the-ski pants and the white underwear between the long legs. I thought about the good night kiss. I was safe and alone with a beautiful woman... one I really liked and cared about and one that liked me back. The feeling came over me very quickly. I kept my eyes closed and let the dreams float through my mind. The only thing that changed was my breathing. At the last second, I held myself tightly and spurted up onto my stomach and chest. The tension flowed out of me with each spasm. I sank back down against the pillow. The peace came over me that always follows. I lay there for some time. I became aware of my stickiness. There was stuff all over me, my penis, my hand, my stomach and parts of my chest. I need to clean thing up a bit. I sat up and reached over for what I remembered to be a box of tissues. I found some and started to wipe myself off. "Feel better?" I heard. A cold chill came over me. Why hadn't I gone into the bathroom like any sane person! "Sorry," I said. "I thought you were asleep." I continued to wipe myself off and groped for my underwear. "It's OK," she said, now on her other side, looking directly at me.. "I haven't seen a guy do that in a long time. Were you thinking about me?" "Yep," I said retreating under the covers, too mortified to come up with anything more original. "Good," I heard from the other bed. "Someday, I'll do that for you." "OK," was all I could come up with. I hoped that I didn't sound angry. I wasn't. Just embarrassed. And tired. "Will?" came from the other bed. "Hmmm?" I replied. "Thanks for thinking about me. See you in the morning." That's the last I remember until the gray Vermont morning finally awakened me. One thing about me is that I have manners. I open car doors, take ladies hands and always, always, get coffee in the morning. I was up at six, showered quietly and escaped to the motel office where the coffee pot was. I filled a cardboard tray with three coffees, cream and about a dozen sugars. Then I thought... Does she drink coffee? I filled up a second tray with two cups of hot water, numerous tea bags and some lemon. When I got back to our room, she was still sleeping. I drank my coffee quietly until I heard... "Did you get coffee? How sweet!" A head emerged from the covers. The "hats off" award belonged to her. She sat up and pulled the covers up around her. I came over with coffee. "Madame? I said in my most waiterly accent. "Do you drink coffee?" "I love the smell," she responded. "Do we have tea?" "As a matter of fact, we do!" "Is there anything else Madame requires?" "Madame requires a kiss," she said. "And right now!" I bent down and kissed her, longer than I should have but not too long. When we finished, I sat down on the edge of her bed and looked at her. She didn't like that. "Listen... don't stare. This is what I look like in the morning. I'll improve," she stated firmly. "I think you look cute," I tried. "You looked pretty cute last night, too" she jabbed. "I thought we were going to...," I tried back "Sorry," she said. "Just kidding. At least I know you're human. Hand me some lemon?" She drank her tea and chatted with me for some minutes. Then she announced she was getting up. "Can you keep yourself busy while I take a shower," she asked. "Trust me," I said. She jumped out of bed, pulled her T-shirt down, went though her bag for some clothes and disappeared into the shower. About a half hour later, she emerged. Black stretch pants, fluffy white sweater and a touch of makeup, although it was hard to tell. She looked beautiful. She walked over to the dresser. "Can I look at this stuff you carry in your pockets?" she asked. My stuff was spread out on the dresser. Change, some money in a clip, an wrinkled American Express receipt from dinner, keys and my wallet. "Sure, if you want," I replied. She looked though my things. She picked up the money clip. "Is this enough to get us home?" she asked. "I have money with me if you need it." "No, that's OK. We have plenty of money," I replied, but I loved the gesture. Then she pickup my wallet. She looked in every little pocket. "No pictures?" she asked. "Nope," I replied. "No one to carry a picture of." "You really could use a new wallet," she offered. I did, but guys never care about that kind of thing. Now I really wanted one. "Yes, I do," I replied. "Maybe Santa will bring one," she grinned at me. "It always fascinates me what men carry in their pockets. Do you really use all of those keys?" "Most of them," I commented. "Some could come off the ring, I guess." Satisfied, she put down my keys and came close to me, draping her arms over my shoulders. I could smell a scent of some kind. I got a kiss on the nose. I put my arms around her and drew her even closer. There was no resistance. Then I got a big kiss. She felt so good! I put my hand under her hair at the back of her neck and help it there. The kiss finished, her head went to my shoulder. "Hmmm," she said contentedly. I let my hands roam down her back. "Feels good to be held," she said. "I know," I responded. "It's the thing I miss most about not having a woman in my life." "Well, I think you have one now," she murmured. My right hand drifted down from the small of her back to her butt. It felt great in those stretch pants. She responded by coming a little closer, pressing her mid-body against mine. I reacted as most healthy males would. "Nice feeling," she said, next in my ear that she was kissing lightly. My hand continued to feel her rear end. I was very erect and uncomfortable. "Will," she said in my ear. "If you want, I'll get undressed." "Do you want?" I said back. "I want you to be happy. It's not fair that I turn you on and then just walk away. Of course I want to. I'd just like to keep us apart for a little longer, if that's OK with you." She was a keeper. Attractive, careful, sensitive and despite my clumsiness, she liked me. It was an offer that it would take some maturity to refuse. I decided to try to walk through this minefield carefully. "Kiss me and we'll go to breakfast," I offered. "Mmmm... I do like you a lot!" was her response as I got a big wet smack right on lips. After breakfast, we gathered up of things and decided not to ski but start the drive home using as many back roads as possible. We chatted, exchanged secrets (so much easier to do now) and stopped at several of Vermont's "antique" shops. Later, as it grew dark, I saw her nodding off as we drove. "Sleepy?" I asked. "Yeah, good sleepy," she responded. I convinced her to put the seat back and in ten minutes she was asleep. She didn't stir when I stopped and covered her my ski jacket. I kissed her on the forehead and resumed the long drive home.